beneath my thoughts

2010-06-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

~~Alot of things had been occupying my mind since morning.~~

~~Seriously tis feeling sucks.~~

~~mayb i am jux thinking too much.~~

~~but i jux can't stop my mind frm thinking.~~

~~The trust is slowly fading away, mayb it's because the thoughts in my mind now makes mi feel tt now.~~

~~sigh. ignore tis post. i am being crazy now.~~

2010-05-11T13:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, wat is family?

Shouldn't a family b living in harmony?

But y isn't mine lyk others?

Problems keep arising and i feel tt i am stuck in between not knowing who to help.

I dun wish to know wat is happening in the family anymore, late nites, not goin back hm is the best solution of doin so, so tt i do nt have to listen to all tis problems.

It's already been stressful to cope between work and sch.

Do they realli understand?

2010-04-19T14:32:00.001+08:00

Exams r over! :D

But lessons gonna start in 1 wk time. -.-

Headed to juliana's 21st celebration on sat.

meet up with yue, darl and ming at redhill station before heading to the clubhouse.

The clubhouse was big and there is a room for us to sing! :D

And the cake was nice and yummy! :D

Stay-ed there till 11plus before heading back to love place and went out agn with love's dad till midnite.

Outing with love and his bunkmates tis sat!

shall blog agn soon!

Before i end my post,

HAPPY ADVANCED 21ST BIRTHDAY JULIANA! :DD (20apr)

2010-04-13T09:54:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i wonder, is there realli true frens exist?

It's seems tt i am such a failure.

No matter how true i treat a person, there seems to b something tt goes wrong.
Nobody is perfect, people do make mistakes.
But well, it's just a fact that no matter how well u treat a fren in the past, once there is a mistake you make, people would jux blame u for everything.
Love words r rite, jux mind my own business to avoid any trouble.

Maybe i am just fated tt i wun have true frens at all. sighs ):
..
Well, just finished my stack of work.
Shall blog first before I continue the other pile of work cos i am feeling so lazy and sleepy now!
But I had to finish it before my work ended today cause i will be on leave tml n thurs due to exam.
And i dread exam sooo much!
I haven even memorise the theory part at all. sians!
Shall blog more when exams r over!

2010-04-07T11:11:00.005+08:00

Sry for the super lack of updates!

Well well, exams exams now and i seriously hate it! it kill my brain cells!

But for the sake of the cert, have to work hard for all the exams!

Updates!

2nd Apr: Good friday last week, headed to east coast for a pinic session with love and his families!

Reached there at abt 4 plus and rented a bike there.

Cycled for abt an hr and headed back to the place to return bike.

Slacked in the tent with his cousins till 7plus before heading to the hawker at east coast for our dinner.

& the foods there were yummy! :D

3Apr: Celebrated our 1 yr anni on 3rd Apr.

Headed to sakura in the evening as i have the craving for tt! :D

And caught the movie Just Another Pandora Box at nite.

Overall, the movie was alright.

And something happen tt nite. Spoiled my mood!

&Suppose to get my easter egg choclates the next day, however i could not find it ):

Had been reading my archives and i realised tt it was much more happier in the past den the present.

I noe tt time can't turn back and ppl sld look and move forward,

however, i jux can't help but to think back of ho happy we were in our ite lifes.

The joy and happiness, fun and laughters.

This is something whch i would rmb in my heart always.

Sometimes i wonder, is there realli friendship tt would last forever? or people jux part or drift after sch lifes ends?
Whatever it is, i treasure my frens whom i had known in ITE, my both char bor(s)-jj&xz&yiling!

I hope tt our friendship would nv end & we will b lyk v close lyk how we use to b in the past!

And last but nt least, i treasure my love! Thx for always being such a sweet bf although u keep making mi angry! ♥

2010-03-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

Oh Gosh!

So many things upcoming in April!

STRESS!! )):

2010-02-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

Finally a switch of blogskin after so long.

However, i am nt v satisfied with it.

Shall do some admendments once i am free!

Short updates:

Been busy with work,sch n bf.

Projects and exams are drawing near and i am nt even prepared for it ):

oh gosh, i realli wonder how am i goin to make it through for tis exam, hais.

Enough of tis, last but not least,

All the best for nu er and darl's papers! :D

blogskins

2010-02-18T14:49:00.002+08:00

Anyone gt any nice blogskins to recommend?

2009-11-20T11:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BOY! <3

Hope u enjoy the mini birthday celebration later ya? :D

2009-10-23T13:16:00.001+08:00

Readers, i am back! :D

Well,had been busy with school & projects r finally done!

But stress with the marks at the same time, onli a few sld understand y. ):

Gonna be busy with school & work from next week onwards.

Oh my, I am starting to feel the stress now.

alright, shll update agn, gonna prepare for the singing session later!

2009-10-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

Just ignore tis post,

Sigh, things jux come & go.

There r no such things as forever in the world,

reality is always cruel, promises r meant to b broken.

I suddenly hate the world now, i hate facing those empty promises, i hate the reality.

I think i am being too stupid thinking tt things would nv change )':

2009-09-23T14:30:00.001+08:00

Headed to his cousin's wedding on sat.

Woke at ard 6 in the morning at started preparing.

Headed to his cousin's hse at ard 7 plus &stay till 3 before heading back to bath & prepared for the wdding dinner at nite.

Cam-wored with vivian before we went to bath & get changed. lol.

After preparing, we started to cam-wored agn while waiting.

We were trying to think of wat stupid faces to make. haha.

Headed to the hotel at 5 plus & the place was quite grand & it was cold there.

But the couple were v v sweet esp how the guy propose.

Lastly, i would like to wish the couple will have a everlasting love & blissful marriage! :D

2009-09-23T13:15:00.001+08:00

More Pics:

Cousin's 21st!

2009-09-15T00:58:00.002+08:00

Pics:

More pics of the POP will b upload soon!

& will b updating abt my cousin's 21st soon as well! :D

Before i end,

Happy Belated 21st Birthday to my dearest cousie!!(14sept) <333

2009-09-10T15:52:00.002+08:00

Went to my boy's POP ytd with his family & zw.

Well, we reached there at abt 5 plus & sat at the first row & waited for the parade to start.

& gosh, the weather is hot! lucky i din wore jeans there. :)

The parade finally started at 6 plus & overall, the parade was quite nice.

Headed over to yew tee for late dinner & 10 plus before takin train back.

Had a talk with vivan on the way back & her story is somehow similar to wat had happened to my close fren last yr.

Alrights, pics of the POP will b up next time. so stay tune peeps! <3

Anyway girl, hope u will forget him soon alrights?

He dun deserve u loving him anymore after the things he had done behind ur back.

I believe tt u can find a much more better guy outside this world! :D

2009-09-06T21:33:00.006+08:00

I suddenly miss those days in ite.
The craziness, fun & laughters we used to have everyday regardless in school or outside school.
The times when we will slack at the playground & crap there till late night.
Mugging the whole nite together when exams r approaching.
Crapping in class when the lessons r too boring.
Eating or sleepin in class while teacher is teaching.
In the 2 years of ite life, we developed strong bonds & friendships among us.
Although we have graduated & Are moving on with different lifes, but i will tt the friendship we had will never ends.

Alright, i am jux being random here.

2009-09-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

School had started for almost 2 wks & we r told tt there r projects to do jux when we started our first lessons. -.-

i hate projects luh! ):

Alright, enough of this.

Well, we headed to teck'hse n gave him a surprise during his bd on wed.

And he was damm shock to c us . lol.

We bought a cake up & upon reaching his hse, we realise tt his parents also bought a cake to celebrate for him.

&we ended up eating 2 cakes & i feel so bloated after tt. haha!

Headed hm at ard 11plus & thx ern for sending us hm! (:

Shall post up the pics on tt day once i gotten it frm qing'ai de (:

& Happy 5th month, my boy! (3 sept) <3

2009-09-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

Projects Projects coming! ):

Shall update tml!

& Happy 20th Birthday to Teck Cheng!! :D

2009-08-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

Readers, i am back!

Had nt been updating for quite some time.

Well, met up with my boy ytd at my hse downstairs at ard 6 plus in the evening before heading to tampaines safra & meet up with nu er, darl & teck.

Had sakura for dinner & the food there was quite alright.

Pool session after dinner.

& something funny happened while nu er & me were playing pool.

But I would like to thx them for comin to celebrate my advance birthday. :D

Headed to my boy's grandma hse for dinner jux now & reach home nt long ago.

I feel so tired now due to the cooling weather now.

Shall update more soon.

*All the best for all the poly students who are having exams currently! jia you! :D

2009-08-07T09:36:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Qing'ai de!! :D

Wanted to post tis entry at 12 midnite jux now but blogger gave mi problems! Argh! ):
Anyway, hope tt u will enjoy urself later & c u in a few hrs time! <3

2009-07-29T17:29:00.006+08:00

Worked opening ytd & something happened in the morning.

Due to lack of slp & sugar in my body, i nearly fainted while workin. -.-

I was serving a customer and my vision got darker halfwa through.

I quickly leave everythin to my manager n went to take a seat.

At tt point of time i tot i was realli goin to faint.

I think my body is getting older le.

Enough of tis,gonna be celebrating elynn's birthday tis fri.

Will be meeting darl for a shoppin session in the afternoon first if she ends lesson early! (:

Alrights,shall update agn!

*9 more days!

2009-07-15T17:09:00.002+08:00

Been sick fo the past few days ):

had been stayin at hm because of tt & i feel sooo bored!

hope those who r sick will get well soon!

9 more days to go ):

2009-07-10T15:18:00.003+08:00

Headed to kranji camp tis mornin with chris, his family & zw for chris's enlistment..

Feel kinda wierd without him with mi and cannot c him for 2 wks frm today on ):

hope time will pass faster in tis 2 wks.

& I seriously nid a job rite now!

anyone gt any recommendations?

I'm goin broke soon. ):

2009-07-04T00:04:00.003+08:00

Caught Ice Age 3 ytd..

Overall, the show was nice & funny..

& Something happened when we were buying the tix..

Our movie tix was being hand written by the manager instead of machine printin it out -.-

The tix could not be printed out and it was so embarrassing when the queue behind us are

getting longer and longer..

I hope tis shall be the first and last time tt we encounter tis problem, LOL!

&& once agn, Happy 3 Months to the both of us(3 Jul)♥

2009-06-11T00:31:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the cookies!

i'm realli touched and appreciate wat u did :D

2009-05-31T21:00:00.024+08:00

Firstly,Happy Belated Birthday to Zhiwei! (26 may)! :D

Pictures taken frm genting trip:

...

2nd month cominggg! :D

2009-05-11T16:59:00.008+08:00

Back frm genting!

overall the trip was fun but it was damm cold esp at nite.

Headed back to singapore ytd & depart frm gentin at 1.15pm.

pics will b uploaded soon!

anyway, here r some pics frm the graduation ceremony.

2009-05-08T13:33:00.001+08:00

Genting trip later!! :D

shall update when i come back frm my trip!!

2009-04-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

16 Apr

Happy 2 yr anniversary to qing'ai de n UQ0704R! (although its abit late!).

Time files & i miss my old sch days. ):

Sch reopenin next wk for most of my fren & meet ups will b lesser if they r bz with their sch work ):

Right now, i seriously nid a job to support myself!

any reccommendations of jobs??

Alright, shall update agn soon!

2009-04-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

Results' out today!

got a A for accounting & B for audit.

This results help mi in increasing a tiny weeny bit of my GPA.

But i doubt that i will get into a poly with such a lousy GPA ):

Anyway, father & sister will b heading to taiwan in jux a few days time with my relatives.

Have to give tis trip a miss tis time round due to some reasons )):

shall ask my daddy to buy some things for mi from his taiwan trip .

Chattin with lim ming jie in msn now & tis ben dan keep askin mi to slp early later due to my openin shift tml.

Miйgjie says:
*still don't want sleep, tmr opening lehs
->QiNg<- says:
*now onli 10 lei
*haha
Miйgjie says:
*10 late already
->QiNg<- says:
*where gt
*u anyhow
*haha
Miйgjie says:
*go go go, sleep
*hahas
->QiNg<- says:
*dun wan dun wan!
*LOL
Miйgjie says:
*lols
*then what time you gonna sleep?
->QiNg<- says:
*mayb 12 ba
Miйgjie says:
*12 very late already
*11 lahs hahas

.....

Naggy rite?! but its also quite sweet of him lar!

But i think he gonna kill mi when he see this! LOL!

alrite, shall stop here! shall blog agn soon! :D

2009-03-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

Ytd simply sux! ):

Almost all the shit things happen on mi..

Hit my hand again my door while goin out, met wierd customers, saw accident on the way to inter,nearly lost my heel & a few more la!

lyk wat the fuck la!

Dun have the mood to blog now.. shall blog agn soon.

2009-03-21T12:32:00.002+08:00

Sry for the lack of update!

Well, exams & coffee presentation r finally over!! :D

Had been goin out & workin after exams end..

Gettin my pay in abt 2 wks later but i'm broke le! ):

(*anyone wan to b my financial supporter for the time being? hees..)

Will b heading to orchard with jes later..

n i onli can c her shop when i have to control my spendings later )):

n will b headin chalet at pasir ris after orchard..

heard abt some things ytd..

i dun understand y there r ppl who can b such a hypocrite la..

wun they feel guilty after all tis acts?

or they could live with it for the rest of their lives..

~~fuck~~

2009-02-27T12:58:00.003+08:00

My Lovely Girl! :D

Exams comin in jux less than 10 days time..

& i still had nt studied for my audit at all! ):

Have to buck up during tis period of time & study hard for the upcomin exams already..

Well, shall blog agn after the exams..

&& All the best for everyone who is takin the exams! (:

2009-02-16T12:13:00.004+08:00

14 Feb.

Celebrated valentine day with the usuals (:

Well, we headed for a steamboat session at bugis before heading for pool session..

Parted with jes,darl,ern,chris & ah xian & the rest of us headed to airport..

we went to look for pang as he is workin there & slack at the same time..

Miss-ed the last bus to 201 & we took 27 to the busstop near tampines inter & took 21 to tampines jc..

Grab a bite at the coffeeshop near t-mart and headed to 7-11 to get drinks & snacks before headin to Wx's hse..

As usual, we were crappin & playin while walkin to his hse..

The game played at wx's hse.. slack till 4plus before cabbin with michelle, mj & ryan (:

Well, i simply love my grp how could i live without them! :D

2009-02-02T12:48:00.015+08:00

Finally i'm back to blog!

Had nt been bloggin due to goin out(s) & my lazyness.. :X

anyway, here r some updates on cny.

Well,relatives came over to my hse on the first & second day of cny.

As usual, we started our gambling session in the afternoon after the lion dance is over.

Headed for singing session at nite with my cousins & back to my hse for another mini gambling session.

Headed to teck & ryan hse on the 4th day &pang hse on 5th day of cny.

Before i end my post, i shall present(as promised)..

The Passion Bird!

2009-01-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

Alot of things happened last wk & i'm glad tt its over (:

Been thinkin alot about the things tt the few of them told mi..

I noe they r concern abt tis matter esp my qing'ai de(if nt she wun wan to kill mi whenever i repeat my words!)

Some of u sld get wat i mean esp qing'ai de! (:

Back to sch life, today totally sucks!

been caught by the idiotic bouncer & the reason being: my hair was brown!

lyk fuck! can't they c that there r much more students in the sch whose hair colour is brighter den mine?!

or they jux had nthin better to do tt they did all tis stupid stuffs!

Enough of tt.. went city plaza after accounting lesson with jes & jon to take out our extensions..

saw alot of my hair dropped la!! heartpain!! ):

hair had become shorter & i kinda find it wierd..

mayb i used the look of myself with extensions..LOL..

Shopping with the usuals tml & thurs..

gonna spend money agn..

gotta start to save money & try to spend lesser..

~~sighs, i jux hate tis thing to happen lyk wat it did wen we jux started sch. ):~~

2009-01-15T02:14:00.003+08:00

Mood sucks now.

the feelin simply sucks! ( my kakis sld noe wat i mean)

but i wld realli appreciate the usuals for listenin to mi.. (:

~~lesson learnt- trust no one unless u realli noe the person v well~~

will b bloggin once i have the mood..

2009-01-09T03:39:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS NU ER FOR FINDING HER LOVE!! :D

Muz last long!

n Ming Jie, dun bully her ho!!

Better treat her well!

If nt u noe wat will happen ar.. HAHA!

Finally our grp gt a couple le..

omg la.. i m sooooo excited & happy for nu er!

wonder who is our next couple fer the grp?! LOL..

2009-01-08T11:33:00.003+08:00

Did a 'psychological' test by joseph 2 days ago..

Surprising, watever he analyse was 90% true to mi..

somehow, it brings back the memories & the things he did ):

Mayb because he knows mi too well thats y he can b quite accurate? :X

Anw.. school had started for almost a wk..

teacher r still naggy as usual! :X

CA is comin jux in a wk time & i still gt alot of things that i dunno how to do..

& we r goin to go fer a shoppin & movie session later despite the upcomin CA.. LOL..

Qing'Ai De, i know u r feelin miserable still, but try nt to let the past memories control u.. u always tell mi to move on & nt to think so much, so u oso muz do tt alrights? i noe its hard fer u but no matter wat happen,rmb, u still have us.. we will always b 24/7 fer u de.. i wan to c the old jeslyn wen i first know you..cheer up! (:

2009-01-01T22:02:00.010+08:00

Present frm Qing' ai de! :D

Thx & i realli love it alot! LOVES!

Finally 2009 is here..
Goodbye ~~Past~~
New year new beginnin(i hope so)...

Anw.. had a bbq session with the usuals at pasir ris park..
Met up with elynn, zw & johnny at ard 7 n headed to pasir ris with my other 2 cousins..
Met up with the rest there & started the bbq..
Ride bike to the other side of the park at 6plus & waited fer sunrise..

6.45 am 7.18am

Headed back to the pit join the rest & went ws fer mac breakfast with jes, darl, ern, jon & kongshen..
Headed back to pasir ris park while the rest went hm to rest..
And thx ern fer acc mi back to the park although u r tired already! (:
Return the bike at ard 10 & acc chris & co fer their breakfast cum lunch & hm sweet hm..

Anw.. Happy 20th birthday to Wei Xiong in advance! :D

2008-12-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

sighs.. things jux come & go..

mayb its the environment tt caused ppl to change?

somehow, i jux felt sadness wen i heard the news..

i din expect things to turn out tis way..

ppl leavin bit by bit..

i jux wanted things to b lyk before..

the fun, joy & laughters tt we used to have in the past..

but now, its all gone.. ):

How i wish tt i could turn back time..

~~hais, tis is happenin agn..~~

~~i realli dunno wat to say tis time round..~~

~~perhaps i'm already used to it already..~~

~~sad, disappointments r nv avoidable but theres nthin i can do..~~

~~mayb i'm jux bein stupid fer nt bein able to giv up on u.. ):~~

2008-12-29T01:23:00.002+08:00

2009 is approachin..

lookin back, many things had happened durin the year b it gd or bad..

jux hope tt 2009 would b a better year ahead..

somehow, i jux miss the past wen we were young..

No troubles and things fer us to worry n think of..

but as we grow older, things changed..

but we jux have to adapt to the changes..

2008-12-22T13:25:00.012+08:00

I jus could nt understand y jealously can b such a scary thing..

jux a small matter & things gt worse out of the sudden jux because of JEALOUSLY!

can't ppl jux think whether hu r at fault..

dun jux push the blame on ppl when tt particular person did nthin wrong!

its jux being unfair to everyone..

~~fuck~~

2008-12-19T00:31:00.005+08:00

Well, its time to update my blog!

Had store outin last thurs..

suppose to meet at 10 but in the end most of us were late includin mi.. :X

Went to sentosa at 11 plus n started to sun tan n play our activites till 4 plus..

BBQ in douglas hse was our next stop..

slack, eat & talk till 11 plus before headin hm..

& my shoulder was v painful esp wen i woke up the next day due to serious sunburn ):

but i hope i will get tanner after tis sentosa trip..

anw.. here r the pics taken in mount faber last sun:

2008-12-08T13:39:00.006+08:00

Had nt been feelin well since ytd..

gastric pain n had been feelin weak whole day.. ):

tt feelin simply sux!

Hope the rest will also recover soon!

will b headin to my store later durin the evenin to discuss somethin abt wed event..

And i hope tt the discussion will goes smoothly so tt we dun have to discuss till late nite..

Anw.. pics time (overdue pics):

2008-11-20T02:41:00.016+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to Mingjie(19 nov)! :D

& Chris! (today) :D

( dun kill mi fer tis pic ho! )

Well, meet up with jes, teck & ryan at 5 plus to buy i cake fer mj & we went to his hse to give him a surprise..Cut the cake at his hse & we went to bedok inter after tt to meet nu er & headed to bugis for dinner..

Had V8 fer dinner and met up with the rest after tt..

Went to MS as the guys wanna play billard n some of us arcade-ed..(nu er, lets play para agn ya?? :P)

stayed at ms till 12 plus & some of us headed hm while the rest played bowlin..

& i saw my fren at mac in bedok with her bf.. n omg girl, i realli cannot accept the fact lo.. haha.. char bor, u sld noe wat i m talkin abt!

Anw hope mj enjoyed his day today & hope chris would enjoy his day too lata!

Alrite, its pics time!

Pics of expo foodfair will b uploaded soon! goona rest now.. nitex readers! :D

2008-11-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

Well, sch is as boring as usual..

teacher r getting more n more naggy as time goes by..

my cough n sore throat isn't gettin any better..)):

Goin to update soon once i recover! :D

2008-11-05T16:31:00.004+08:00

Well readers, i m back!

Had been goin out , workin n schoolin recently..

Went to tampines safra ytd with chris & co..

Met up with teck at 9 plus & we headed fer a round of pool session while waitin fer the rest to come..

Teck left at 10plus to meet jes while the rest of us wait fer the lanes..

And we managed to get 2 lanes after 1 hr plus wait..

Played 3 rounds of bowlin & went hm after tt..

I think tt i got addicted to bowlin already! =X

Meetin nu er, elynn & co for a bowlin session tonite..

but before tt elynn n mi r goin to get our fav- Bo Luo Bao! LOL..

Goin to watch my hk drama frist before meetin them..

bye readers!(:

mayb i have been deciving myself all the times..

2008-10-27T15:09:00.008+08:00

Had nt been updating fer a wk..

due to work+goin out+sch+lazy-ness & practicin in my pool skills..

tounament is comin & my pool skills r still damm lousy..))):

So.. any kind soul willin to brush up my skills within tis 3 days??

Will b playin the high elements tml in sch..

im sooooo lookin forward to it.. :DDD

But..... the thingy starts at 8AM!!

i rather they push it to 10 or 11..

at least we can have more slp.. :P

Came across with tis ad in my e-mail.. anyone wanna go?? it seems sooo cool lar!! :D

Havin a singin sessions with jes, ju, mj, teck &ryan lata.. tata.. (:

~~i m afraid tt history will repeat itself..):~~

2008-10-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

Had nt slp fer more than 34 hrs since sat mornin till ytd afternoon..

openin on sat & had steamboat session durin midnite on sun mornin.. =x

n.. helped out openin on sun agn n stayed till 2 plus in the afternoon..

tt explains y i did nt slp fer so long..

slept at 3 plus in the afternoon & woke at 5 plus because of my leg cramps..

managed to fall alslp n was woke agn at almoct 6 because of the argurments in my family.. ):

~~mayb family sucks to the core..~~

~~can't u all jux calm down n think of it caresully~~

~~come'on, u all r adults lei, nt kids ok!~~

~~can't u all jux think properly tt issit someone hu set her up~~

~~hm to mi now is jux a place too slp, tts all..~~

~~i seriously starts to hate my family now):~~

2008-10-18T00:04:00.009+08:00

Meet up with jes, qy & teck at yx's hse de bustop today.

Suppose to went fer a interview fer a job at novena .

But ended up they onli wan full timers onli fer today & if we wan to apply fer part time job, we had to wait till next mth wen they post in the net tt wan both part timers & full times..):

Waited fer my sis to finish her interview before we headed to bedok fer our dinner..

Went kembagan after dinner with jes, eric, eugene, benson & my uncle drove us there..

Acc eric &co fer their lion dance practice & jes acc mi all the way..

soooooo sweet of her larrrrr!! loveya! :D

& i guess tis is my first time seein chris teachin ppl seriously..

cos usually he onli likes to crap alot.. :x

gonna rest now.. opening tml..):

Goodnite readers!

2008-10-16T01:00:00.005+08:00

School starts on mon & the timetable was pretty alright u guess except fer mon, thurs & fri..

Well, mon & fri days lessons start at 8 in the mornin! ):

any kind soul hu is willin to giv mi a mornin call durin tis 2 days? :p

Need nt go to sch on thurs & well, i hate it because:

Mon-Wed-sch

Thurs- no sch

Fri-sch

I rather they shift fri lessons to thurs so tt we can have a longer weekends..

But i guess tt impossible??

Lessons r gettin borin & we have to face the same teacher & her naggings everyday.. -.-

But still, i m gonna mug hard tis sem in order to pull up my GPA up..

2008-10-12T23:26:00.004+08:00

Somethin happened in my family today.. ):

told babey wat happened & decided to seek the truth soon..

The person who did tt will have krama of wat u did..

Did u ever think of how u feel if ppl were to set u up?!

But i wld lyk to thx babey fer listenin to mi jux now & wantin to help mi find the out who is tt person.. (:

Decided to let it go..

But after knowin the things u did the previous day..

i find tt disappointments r nv avoided.. ):

2008-10-12T01:09:00.006+08:00

Happy belated birthday to my Dearest & Babey!!(10 Oct) :DDearest: It had been 14 years since we known each other & i realli treasure our friendship..our friendship shall continue forever yea?? stay cheerful always & pls, i hope to hear GD news frm u soon alrites?? & LOVE YOU!! :D

Babey: You r 1 of my closest cousin in tis family.. Miss the old times when we crap, ton & drink together.. We shall do tt agn wen ur exams r over yea?? & All the best fer ur upcomin Os!! (:

Well, had been goin out fer the past few days..

Midnite cyclin with the usuals on thurs..

Singing in the afternoon with elynn, dinner & movie with chris & co at nite on fri.

Went bugis, parkway & tm with joseph & teck today..

was dead beat now..

shall update soon! :D

2008-10-08T23:50:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SISTER!! :D

Stay happy always yea??

Best of luck in everythin u do!!

Muz look forward to our mini celebration ok?? LOL..

&& pls STOP growin taller!! =x

I LOVE YOU LAR!! :D

2008-10-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

I jux simply couldn't understand y things turns out tis way..):

Y can't things jux b lyk before??

now everybody jux onli noe how to think of themselves but did anyone spare a thought of how i feel?

i have lots of things to stress of also.. but no one simply understands..

sigh.. mayb i sld jux disappear? perhaps i think everyone would b happier lyk tt ..

2008-10-06T01:09:00.009+08:00

Headed to parkway today to look fer qing'ai de& acc her fer dinner..

Had a long chat with her today..

But we discussed abt 1 topic fer the whole day & we r nt done with it ..

Anyway, met up with the usuals at nite & we headed to simpang as the guys wanna watch soccer..

Went hm after tt as we wanted to catch last bus..

Well, will b meetin the usuals tml to eat sakae sushi..

will update again soon.. (:

sigh.. actually i dunno wat i m troubled of..

cos the matter does nt involved mi..

but tis matter jux can't get out of my head..

mayb because tis matter involved my close fren??

jux hope nthin would happen..

but i'm jux so troubled now.. ):

2008-10-02T01:36:00.008+08:00

Met up with my Dearest today!! :D

Supposed to go for a singing session at Bugis but its fully booked..

Wasted both of our time to wake up so early & i onli had a few hrs of slp ytd.. ):

So we ended up at cine's kbox & it was much more costly than bugis..

So we went to play arcade & chit chat till 2 before goin to kbox because the singing session starts at tt time..

But we had a enjoyable time in kbox & we did lots of stupid stuffs in there..

After singing, cam-whored in the toilet before headin to centrepoint & taka..

char bor headed hm after tt while i went to bugis to meet the usuals for dinner & dessert..

~~Heard abt a news in bugis which some sort dampened my mood.. ):~~

Headed to Bedok after tt to mit chris, zw & co..

Sent my cousin hm after they had their dinner & slacked at the roof top garden near my hse's multi-storey carpark till 1 plus before heading hm..

Anyway, results gonna b out in less than 8 hrs time & i wish everybody gd luck & score gd grades!! (:

Congrats to u, my Dearest!! i noe u r havin gd news soon..

muz b happy & last with him yea?? LOVES!! :D

2008-10-01T02:57:00.002+08:00

Meetin up with my Dearest in a few hrs time..

Am soooooo lookin forward to it!! :D

will update tml.. gotta get some slp now.. (:

2008-09-29T05:25:00.015+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to my dearest Nu Er ! (:

& Yong Xiang! (:

Hope the 2 of u enjoy ur day later and stay happy always!! :D

To Nu Er: Hope u enjoy ur day jux now with us & the present we gave u..And hope u find ur prince charming soon!! Stay happy & smile always yea?? We have known each other fer 1 yr 5 mths+ & our friendship will continue on forever!! (: & I Love You,my sweetie!! :D

&& Happy 8th Birthday to my cousin, Eugene too!! :D

2008-09-28T14:20:00.019+08:00

was chattin with silly boy jux now..

asked him to tag mi & he actually ask mi a silly ques..

"how to tag?" LOL..

was surprised but he was v cute larr..

cos i din expect tt he will ask tt ques..haha..

anw.. i shall nt reveal hu tis person is..

But tis silly boy sld noe hu he is..:p

see.. tis post den is fer u de!!

so pls dun anyhow guess ok.. u dumb dumb..=x

Anw.. goin to celebrate Nu Er bd later..

gonna prepare now & meet the usuals later.. bye readers! :D

Some pics found in my com:

I LOVE HER!!

mr nerd aka Chris!LOL..

& MI!

~~ok la.. BABY.. dun angry la.. next time i write a post esp fer u ok?? SMILES!!~~

2008-09-26T15:21:00.002+08:00

Heyhey !
I'm back from mars again [:
Miss me eh?

2008-09-26T00:05:00.009+08:00

Promises r meant to b broken..

tis is the lesson i had learnt recently..

imagine u put ur trust on someone else & ended up with empty promises..

~~Fuck~~ it

i tired with all tis nonsense..

disappointments r unavoided..):

2008-09-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

sigh.. alot of things happened today..

some things i m jux runnin away frm it but some facts r jux hard to accept..

family prob all jux come at one time..

mom was warded & know alot of facts abt my relatives today..

~~i seriously dunno how to face them in the future..~~

But i would lyk to thx my frens fer today fer acc mi all the way esp jeslyn & my BABEY..

Without them i realli dunno wat to do.. thx..(:

2008-09-21T12:41:00.022+08:00

Went to far east ytd with nu er & teck..

cam whored with nu er all the way in bus till we reach far east..

wanted to bring them to eat wanton mee at heeren & we walked all the way frm far east to heeren..

In the end.. we could nt find the shop & we ended up eatin KFC at cine..

Ryan came to join us after tt & we went paragoon as nu er wan to take a look at the samsung fone..

after tt, ended up in far east agn to shop..

bus-ed to PS after tt to buy my fbt shorts and arcaded .

Train-ed to bedok at ard 10 t0 meet YX and headed to simpang..

Met up with WX there and Qing'ai de & mj joined us after tt..

Yx n mi acc mj to 85 to eat after simpang & hm sweet hm..

Pics fer the day:

Pose 1:

Pose 2:

Pose 3:

Pose 4:

Pose 5:

Some candid shots:

~~i jux can't balance & screw up in everythin i do..~~

~~my life, frens, family,r/s..~~

i think i sux.. ):

2008-09-16T14:31:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated Birday to Ryan!!

Hope u enjoyed urself ytd!

Headin back to work today after a 2 wks study break..

i 'm soooo lazy to go back to work now lar..

Havin attachment at holland v's starbucks tml n i dunno how to go there at all.. :x

anyway, gotta go prepare fer work soon.. bye readers!

2008-09-13T17:00:00.001+08:00

What Angxiuqing Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.
You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.
You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-09-13T14:31:00.006+08:00

exams r finally overrr!!

its time to enjoy!!! :D

anw.. en had been enlisted into army today..

hope everythin will go smoothly fer him n we shall c him agn in 2 wks time.. (:

omg la..i think i m soooooo clever la..

SOMEONE sld noe y i m sayin tt..LOL..

ahem.. qing ai de!!c c c ..wa lao i v high la..i think i can go b fortune teller le..LOL..

aiya... muz rmb the ques i ask think.. muz think carefully ho!! (:

~~perhaps there r some things i had been decivin myself all the while..):~~

haix

2008-09-09T01:49:00.006+08:00

fone was stolen today..

so peeps, can giv mi ur contact no agn..thx..(:

found my fone went missin after exam..

Was feelin v down but would lyk to thx my frens hu were there with mi when i am down..

thx alot! i feel much better le.. :D

Gonna continue next time.. no mood to blog oso..

~~Qingaide, muz believe in wat i tell u.. i m serious..(:~~

2008-09-03T21:19:00.018+08:00

MJ & Teck r actin cute!

Celebrated teck's bd ytd at e-hub.. Had NYNY for dinner & headed to pool n arcade after tt..
Hope u enjoy ur bd ytd.. (:

Omg!! Im sooooo in LOVE with DERRICK HOH now la!! Muz realli listen to his songs! its niceeee.. :D

Anw, exams r jux round the corner & muz realli mugg le..
gotta go study now.. bye readers..

2008-09-02T00:39:00.016+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to teck!! Finally u r 19 le la..! Anw, hope u enjoy ur bd today and hope u find ur love SOON!! :D

Anw.. Went to look fer mj at funan ytd and acc him till his work ended.. headed to suntec with qy, yx, teck, mj & ryan to collect the pay fer comex fair and the stupid guy reached at 9.45 wen he told us to meet at 9.. Headed to bugis fer some tian ping at 10 plus and met up with chris &co at 12 plus at punggol to slack.. Took pics in the train on the way to ponggol..

Gonna slp now.. 8am lesson lata..):

~~some things u ppl wun understand how i feel, mayb diff ppl gt different views on things &~~ ~~perhaps i had been too close to the guys n caused them to have some misunderstandings.. If things still continue on tis way, i will b avoidin guys frm tt pt onwards..~~

2008-08-31T15:41:00.009+08:00

Went to find mj ytd at funan mall as it was first day workin there.. Went to RC after he ended his work at 8 plus to find somethin to eat.. Omg la.. i think i have been eatin ALOT fer the past few days & i seriously nid to control my diet before i put on more weight!! Anw.. Went punggol to slack & drink at 10 plus and reach hm at 4 plus in the mornin.. And tis is wat we had been doin fer the past 2 days. The place was realli a nice place to slack & drink as wat i had mention in my previous post..

Headin down to Funan mall to find mj and collect the pay with qy lata! :D

Gonna start preparin now! Bye readers!

~~I realli miss jing jie & yiling ALOT!): They r the ones who nv fail to bring Joy & Laughter to my life!~~

Thx guys!!

2008-08-27T00:41:00.009+08:00

Thx everyone fer the bd wishes no matter through msg, blog or friendster comments.. (:

Well, had a enjoyable bd celebration ytd with my lovely classmates & frens.. It was realli v fun esp the time in kbox! Had dinner at tam and headed to punggol to slack and drink before headin hm..The countryclub in punggol was quite a nice place to slack n we might b goin back there often to slack n drink next time although the route there was v creepy..

AND, I was realli v surprise and touched of the presents u guys gave mi.. Guess wallet shared among mj, teck, yx, wx & ryan, Bonia Handbag shared among chris, zw, chernen, marcus & johnny, a card and something lyk bookmark made personally by nu er, clothes shared among elynn and liwen.. Love u guys and i realli love the presents tt u guys gave alot!! thx!! (:

Pictures will b uploaded soon!! (:

2008-08-24T18:17:00.011+08:00

WOO!! Tis is my first post fer the blog.. All thx to my BELOVED sisters fer helpin mi with tt..

I would realli wan to say a big THANK YOU to my frens fer ytd..i realli enjoy it.. although tt stupid wx&yx curse tt it will rain & in the end we can't go to escape to play.. so we ended up in the arcade fer the whole afternoon. Wx, Yx & Mj joined us in the evening and Wx drove us to whitesands cos its rainin.

Had our dinner at HK cafe and headed to the pub where darren work at..

Well, the atmosphere there was nt too bad.. But some things happened & i dun wish to eleborate on it..

Slacked till 6 plus in the morning and cabbed hm with jes, mj & darren..

Qing'ai de, jux dun think too much le ok?? Everything is over le..(: Treat it as a dream..

Before i end my post,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DA DONG!! :D

2008-08-24T17:22:00.003+08:00

Test test !
*ahem
Yo everybody !
I'm an intruder from mars
& my motive is just to ..

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